Confessions of an Undisguised Drama Queen

Monday, September 12, 2005

Crawling

I feel terrible.

I've been sleeping so much I swear it's becoming a disease.

Despite the constant headaches and lethargy (I've clocked more than 10h of sleep the past few days), I just want to jump back into bed and enter dreamland every waking moment.

I think it's escapism.

I have no motivation whatsoever in my life. I dread having to pass each day so aimlessly... so I seek adventure and excitement in the REM of my sleep.

How pathetic is that?

Anyway, that's the reason why I haven't taken to blogging the past few days. I'm simply disinterested in everything.

Bleargh...

Now I'm forcing myself to crawl back to life and get on with the mountains of tasks waiting for me to conquer.

What's the point of living?

[Time of Confession] 8:08 PM
2 Wisecracks for Me

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2 Comments:

peabrain_mokkie_atwork said...: hiya babe! always keep in mind what's ur main purpose in life. what do you wanna achieve in life? or on a short term basis, what do you wanna achieve each day? mayb try to have an aim each day. prob "i aim to eat jap food?" hahaha so easy! ok i mean sometimes we've just gotto keep ourselves moving. i remember that u're a workaholic, u hate it when u've nothing to do! bring back that spirit! we'll mugged together!
"Like drops that fill up an ocean, every small step taken goes a long way
in building up your dream.
keep moving and keep your efforts on!"; 1:41 AM
Madcap J said...: i aim to.... to... do my tutorials. and more tutorials. and....; 10:54 PM