[C'EST MOI]
living paradox. individualist with anarchistic tendencies.
eludes eminence but appreciates subtle recognition.
capricious yet dependable. clandestine and unfathomable.
cynical realist who succumbs to the occasional idealism.
[J'AIME]
music. films. feasting & drinking. team sports.
good company; family, friends and those who share similar interests.
A brief sigh of relief that a part of the festive holidays is over. A slight bounce back to reality - not feeling as lousy that I don't seem to be getting out what people should this time of the year. You know that feeling like no one really, truly understands you? And even if they did, they are hardly ever making an effort to keep up? Well, what can I say. I'm glad that my bestest friend in the whole universe is not like that.
Only maybe because He's not human and He's about the only constant in my tumultuous life.
I say, I don't know if I can ever allow myself to get close enough to another human. I sometimes look at myself from a third person's view and what I see is this girl who's pushing everyone away almost instinctively, whenever there are telling signs that things are getting too cosy and that it's approaching danger zone or something. Or she just gets uncomfortable with the lack of distance and starts to retreat into her shell. Pretty much like how anti-socials are. Twisted, ain't it.
This lack of work is going to do some serious damage sooner or later.
Anyhow, for temporary relief, there's always some drama escapism to take the mind of things. Like how I've been slow in jumping on fad bandwagons, I've been JUST starting to follow the series, 'Prison Break'.
Whoa ho.
Talk about pain relief when you've got hottie, Wentworth Miller, on the show.
Right, we all have seen cuter guys... but this guy exudes spicy pepper! Look at those intense eyes... !! AND the most important thing of all... he's a smart ass! This lad graduated from PRINCETON with a degree in English Lit. Looks like someone could be quite the poet.
Mmmmm...
It's so much easier to live in virtual reality. That's part of the reason why I like sleeping so much.
[Time of Confession] 3:33 PM 0 Wisecracks for Me
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