[C'EST MOI]
living paradox. individualist with anarchistic tendencies.
eludes eminence but appreciates subtle recognition.
capricious yet dependable. clandestine and unfathomable.
cynical realist who succumbs to the occasional idealism.
[J'AIME]
music. films. feasting & drinking. team sports.
good company; family, friends and those who share similar interests.
Sunday, August 14, 2005
Weird Dreams and Celebrations
Had a string of weird dreams last night. The exact story is rather hazy after so many hours but I'm still able to recall a good part of it.
Sometimes the lack of romantic excitement in my life is somewhat compensated in lala-land. I've dreamt of courtship, falling in love and romance but most of the time, the other person is some famous celebrity (my wishful thinking spins into a sweet dream!) or some blurry faced guy who seems really familiar when I wake up but I just don't know who it is.
Last night, I dreamt that I got married. And I still remember how the groom looks like!
Unfortunately, it's not someone I know in real life (a subtle hint that I've still yet to meet the man of my dreams haha!). He wasn't the clean-cut handsome kind of person I would expect; he had a bit of the scruffy and edgy appearance, but had a charismatic allure (and he looked alot like Sean Penn.... no idea why! of all the hollywood actors...).
He was someone who loved me alot, someone who was willing to make any kind of sacrifice for me. I seemed to be more moved than in love.
Anyway, it was a quiet ceremony, just the two of us, the minister and my dad. We kept getting interrupted that I recall having to hear the minister repeat her lines like 3 times. Alas, I'm not even sure if we got through the whole thing.
Then I don't remember much until the next part of the dream when a different story plays.
This time, I'm with a friend whom I have very strong feelings for (I think I know who this person is in real life... but we're only acquaintances), but nothing happens between us and I have no idea why. The dream felt so real, the suppressed emotions was choking.
I wonder if these dreams symbolize anything.
Back to reality, it's Bernice's 21st birthday celebration today!
The Birthday Pixie and Me, with the deco we put up!
Pretty Ladies
It's getting closer to the year-end. I'm still considering whether or not to celebrate my own 21st. Hmm...
[Time of Confession] 2:10 AM 0 Wisecracks for Me
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The Birthday Pixie and Me, with the deco we put up!
Pretty Ladies
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