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Thursday, April 13, 2006

Solitude

It's such a relief to be back at home.

The mess doesn't even bother me that much anymore. It's funny how circumstances change people.

I never wanted it to be this way though.

I want to be strong, to believe that in spite of my situation, my God is still with me. But at the end of it, no matter how I was comforted that His presence was with me, I still knew that humans were not created to live in isolation. Even Adam had Eve.

I have no one.

That's basically what the past few days have been for me. And it's enough to drive me a little over the edge. I feel so deprived from human contact that the lack of emotional support was overbearing. I didn't even feel hungry enough to eat.

Does the problem lie with me then?

My sister asked me if I'm anti-social.

I hope not...

I'm hard to get to know and I don't like wearing my heart on my sleeve. I don't open up to people easily but aren't most people like that too? At least I save putting up a front with a big wide grin to please the masses.

So does this make me anymore unpleasant as a person as anyone else?

[Time of Confession] 5:04 PM
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